i don't want to go to school tomorrow. or ever.
Tomorrow is a school day & i'm not happy.
We haven’t spoken all weekend, really. It’s like begging for tomorrow to be extremely awkward. Woo hoo ! -.-
Feb. 26 & 27.
Yesterday i watched the roommate with my loves Alijah, Bryan, David, & Ariadna. I was upset most of yesterday. Alijah & David paid for my ticket, too. We were at the Orleans. When we got the tickets, Alijah & i bursted out laughing. I was upset in the beginning. People told me things, i wish i never found out about. It made the movie so funny though. Nvm, that.. I sat between Bryan...
Well, i.. I am nervous. I’m nervous because Tuesday is almost here.
You can’t let people tell you who you are. You have to decide that on your own.
WHO DOES THAT !?
I don’t understand you, at all. Today just simply proves it. You tell me one thing, & tell others another. You lied. You’re two faced. You are player. Let’s leave it at that. I truely believe you now. Are you happy ..? I don’t understand the point of us going through this again when it’s obviously going to end up the exact same way. I really can not believe you...
I’d give up everything to be a seventh grader again. ♥
Cashman Vs. Rogich; Feb. 2010.
I get on facebook & i see someones status saying, ” I’m at a Cashman Vs. Rogich game. “ It’s just a memory, but.. I remember last year, at around this time, when they had a game versus Rogich, & gosh.. I was originally going with just Alijah & David. Allison wanted to go, but she went to orchestra. Then, it got cancelled. She ended up watching it with us. We also ended up watching...
This bothers me;
It’s impossible to have a decent convo. with the person i want to speak with most.
My feelings as of right now.
Funny thing is, i’m not sure that i care if we speak or not. I can honestly say, i’m done. [:
I’m getting nervous simply thinking about tomorrow. Thankfully it’ll be Friday though. [:
Nothing is normal.
Today was far from good or the ordinary. There was a point where i was scared. I got really nervous too. Seeing your name show up as ” one new text message ” makes me nervous. All the more in person, man. D:
It feels as though it’s four, maybe five. It’s eight o’ clock. What the fuuu !? Well, wasn’t today just wonderful ..? Actually, it was. Until.. I spoke to the biggest ass hole of all ass holes. AHH. Anyways, night night. (:
I feel really stupid. Really. Stupid.
Going on two years.
If it isn’t obvious already, i feel stupid about this. And that. And last year. And.. and everything. I feel horrible. It makes me feel like shit. Straight up, it does. Maybe, uncomfortable more than anything though. Honestly, we aren’t even friends anymore. It isn’t much of one at least. We don’t talk. Texting at the most, a hug here & there, and maybe a hi, but...
Math is stupid. -.- How do use all this shit in life ? That’s just it, you don’t.
The more you care, the more you have to lose.
i hate when people tell me to calm down...
Look at what i did.
Everytime this happens i just stop, & say to myself, ” Girls are way more confusing. “
Tomorrow is Tuesday. D: I still have homework to do. I’ll see people i really don’t want to see/don’t care about. I’m scared to.. Yeaaah.
I honestly don’t know why i even bother.
Alot of walking & talking. [:
Soo, today i went on a trail at my uncle’s house. It was a very long one. One way, to the end took 2 hours ..? It seemed faster walking back though. I talked to both Brian & Bryan today, and Ariadna. There was alot of tripping on rocks today too. I was happy. We got lost, had to pee, all sorts of shit. Then, there was church. It seemed to go by faster than normal. I did math homework,...