Basically, what goes in my mind, is them. All about them. How stupid and funny they are, how handsome they are, and what they did to make me actually fall for them. If i had any contact with them, that video graphic movie would be playing over and over and over in my head. At night, I would think about him non stop, even in the day, which leads to all day.
“I know it seems hard sometimes but remember one thing. Through every dark night, theres a bright day after that. So no matter how hard it gets, stick your chest out, keep your head up and handle it.”—
Fact: We Only Dream of What We Know. Our dreams are frequently full of strangers who play out certain parts – did you know that your mind is not inventing those faces – they are real faces of real people that you have seen during your life but may not know or remember? The evil killer in your latest dream may be the guy who pumped petrol in to your Dad’s car when you were just a little kid. We have all seen hundreds of thousands of faces through our lives, so we have an endless supply of characters for our brain to utilize during our dreams.
We’d talk for hours & hours, and still never run out of things to talk about. You’d stop playing video games just to talk. No person does that, really.
Now, you could fucking careless if i even existed. We don’t assosiate what so ever.
The smallest thing always did bother you. Like when i wouldn’t go to orchestra after school, or mess around in class. You’d be all like, ” Stop, you’re going to get in trouble. ” Or some shit like that.
I hardly understand your mentality. Out of all people, why the fuck are you telling me this ? Look at yourself, man.
I went to orchestra every now & then to watch people. Never to play though. I didn’t care.
I also understand that alot of the reason everything is like this, is because of the stuff i did.
Although, it could’ve been different & it could’ve changed.. This is how things will remain. Because no matter what we do, if we talk, or hug, it still ends up the same in the end.